So, I was just reading Exodus 3:2-4, and it strongly spoke to me. Here's what these verses say: "And the angel of the Lord appeared unto him in a flame of fire out of the midst of a bush: and he looked, and, behold, the bush burned with fire, and the bush was not consumed. And Moses said, I will now turn aside, and see this great sight, why the bush is not burnt. And when the Lord saw that he turned aside to see, God called unto him out of the midst of the bush, and said, Moses, Moses. And he said, here am I." In other words these certain verses are explaining to us this: "God spoke to Moses from an unexpected source: a burning bush. When Moses saw it, he went to investigate. God often uses unexpected sources when working in our lives too, whether people, thoughts, or experiences. Be willing to investigate, and be open to God's surprises. Moses saw a burning bush and spoke with God. Many people in the Bible experienced God in visible (not necessarily human) form. Abraham saw the smoking furnace and a burning lamp; Jacob wrestled with a man. When the slaves were freed from Egypt, God led them by pillars of cloud and fire. God made such appearances to encourage his new nation, to guide them, and to prove the reliability of his verbal message." ~Exodus 3: 2-4.
This will be a different type of blog entry compared to my previous ones. So, anyway, the reason why I chose this Bible verse was because recently, I have received a word from the Lord about my job situation, since I'm no longer happy with where I work currently. He was pulling me in three different directions at this point in time. The 3 directions are this: 1.) Floral Design. 2.) Photography, and 3.) Fashion design. This word was given to me by God through my boyfriend, Derek, Derek mentioned to me that I should think about going into the flower business, and that's when I thought about it and said to Derek, that I would absolutely love getting into floral design because I love taking pictures of beautiful flowers as you all can probably tell from my pictures that I've posted in past blog entries and also on my facebook page. So, when Derek suggested the floral design to me, I went ahead and prayed about it. After I prayed about it, I think that the Lord was guiding me more towards the floral business, than the other 2 things that I listed above, I'm still praying about it, but I strongly agree with the Lord in going into the floral business. So, I went ahead and did a little research on the floral business, and I came across a website that informs you about the flower business, and it all looks very promising, until I came across a paragraph that said something like between the year, 2010 and 2020, the flower business will go into a -9 decrease in business, so I was a little leery about it, but then I read on and I figured that I would give it a shot anyway. I haven't applied to any flower places yet, but I think that I will within the next few days. Like I said above, I am still really praying about it so that I can be 100% sure that that's where he wants me to work at in the near future.
So, I'm going out on a limb here and asking you all that read my blog entries, where you think that I should work at, and would be happiest at. I'm very open to any and all opinions on a near future job change. Please feel free to comment on my blog entry here, or on my facebook page, or you can send me an e-mail about it. Emily_pica@yahoo.com. Either way, I need to get out of my current job situation and fast because I am absolutely miserable there. Thank you all, and God Bless!
~Emily
Wednesday, July 18, 2012
Thursday, June 14, 2012
How does it feel when you have a thorn in your side?
Good afternoon everyone,
How is everyone doing today? I hope well. So anyway, I was reading 2 Corinthians 12:7-8 a couple of nights ago during my devotion time, and this bible verse specifically popped out at me and I figured that I should write a blog entry about it. Here's the Bible verse: "And lest I should be exalted above measure through the abundance of the revelations, there was given to me a thorn in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I should be exalted above measure. For this thing I besought the Lord thrice, that it might depart from me." ~2 Corinthians 12:7-8. So, in other words, this Bible verse is telling us this: "We don't know what Paul's "thorn in the flesh" was, because he doesn't tell us. Some have suggested that it was malaria, epilepsy, or a disease of the eyes. Whatever it was, it was a chronic and debilitating problem, which at times kept him from working. This thorn was a hindrance to his ministry, and he prayed for its removal; but God refused. Paul was a very self-sufficient person, so this thorn must have been difficult for him.
Three times Paul prayed for healing and did not receive it. He received, however, things far greater, because he received greater grace from God, a stronger character, humility, and an ability to empathize with others. In addition, it benefited those around him, as they saw God at work in his life. According to his sovereign plan, God doesn't heal some believers of their physical ailments. We don't know why some are spared and others aren't. God chooses according to his divine purposes. Our task is to pray, to believe, and to trust. Paul is living proof that holy living and courageous faith do not ensure instant physical healing. When we pray for healing, we must trust our bodies to God's care. We must recognize that nothing separates us from his love and that our spiritual condition is always more important than our physical condition. Now, your probably wondering why I chose to write about this Bible verse. Well, the answer is the fact that I can relate to what this verse is saying because in the past, I've had a few "thorns in my side" so to speak. For example, My car was driving me nuts, so God told me to donate it, and that's exactly what I'm doing. Another example is my job situation, now that's a bit more difficult to figure out. I've been praying a lot lately about possibly a new direction for a career in my life, I'm praying that I end up finding a good, steady, full-time job, that has good money, good hours, good benefits, local, and something that I will enjoy doing, because at my current job, I no longer enjoy doing it. I want to do something better, but like I said before, I don't know where to go or what to do from here. So, I'm also praying for the Lord to redirect my thoughts and my path in life. Mainly on the job situation at hand. Everything else in my life is going pretty well, I hope that things in my life start to move along a little quicker. I feel like God might be preparing me for something more in my life, it's just a matter of time, and driving and whatnot.
In addition to the above paragraph, I feel as if I'm getting closer and closer to this new thing about to happen in my life. I don't exactly know what it is yet, but I'm sure that I'll figure out what exactly it is soon. However, I am noticing that my Church is slowly growing as well, that is definitely an amazing thing, we just need more people to come, so that it can grow faster. For months, even years, we've been praying for a revival to happen in that church. Our Pastor, told us that it takes about 3-5 years to grow, well, Christ the King Church has been in effect for about 3 years now, and surprise, it's actually happening! So, amen to that! You see, persistent prayer works, we just need to keep on keeping on,and it'll happen as sooner and as faster than we think. On a different subject, I've been praying for a couple of months now, for a certain someone to get a promotion at work, because he honestly deserves it. He's an incredibly hard worker, faithful, reliable,and sincere. So, nobody deserves it more than he does. So, I'm praying and hoping that all of this will come into play as soon as possible, because he also needs this, as much as I need a brand new career and path in life as well, know what I mean? I sure hope so. My prayer list keeps growing and growing as the days go on. So much so, that I don't even know where to start when it comes to praying at night before I go to sleep, and praying during the day before I go to work.
I'm also praying for each of my parents to get better jobs as well, because they also need and deserve it, just as much as the rest of us do. But with this economy and the way that it's going right now, it doesn't look too promising. It is becoming more and more difficult to find good jobs or even a full-time job for that matter. So, something's gotta give and soon. It's all up to the Lord, not me. All I can really do is keep on praying and hoping that something really good will happen to not just me, to all of us. So, Lord, we need you, please help us in all of these incredibly difficult issues in our lives that we cannot do on our own. We desperately need you, Lord, please help us, help us to know that your always with us, and that you won't let us down, and that where there's no other way for us, you'll make a way. We need to know, Lord, that you have a bigger and better plan for us, we need to know that your bringing revival in this ugly land, and finally, we need to know that nothing is impossible with you on our side. Thank you, Lord, we love you, Amen! To conclude this blog entry I just want to say, thank you, Lord, for helping me to write out this blog entry, and I hope that it reaches out to more people in this world, so that more people can come to you, and follow you, and only you, Lord. Thank you, Lord, I love you, Amen!
How is everyone doing today? I hope well. So anyway, I was reading 2 Corinthians 12:7-8 a couple of nights ago during my devotion time, and this bible verse specifically popped out at me and I figured that I should write a blog entry about it. Here's the Bible verse: "And lest I should be exalted above measure through the abundance of the revelations, there was given to me a thorn in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I should be exalted above measure. For this thing I besought the Lord thrice, that it might depart from me." ~2 Corinthians 12:7-8. So, in other words, this Bible verse is telling us this: "We don't know what Paul's "thorn in the flesh" was, because he doesn't tell us. Some have suggested that it was malaria, epilepsy, or a disease of the eyes. Whatever it was, it was a chronic and debilitating problem, which at times kept him from working. This thorn was a hindrance to his ministry, and he prayed for its removal; but God refused. Paul was a very self-sufficient person, so this thorn must have been difficult for him.
Three times Paul prayed for healing and did not receive it. He received, however, things far greater, because he received greater grace from God, a stronger character, humility, and an ability to empathize with others. In addition, it benefited those around him, as they saw God at work in his life. According to his sovereign plan, God doesn't heal some believers of their physical ailments. We don't know why some are spared and others aren't. God chooses according to his divine purposes. Our task is to pray, to believe, and to trust. Paul is living proof that holy living and courageous faith do not ensure instant physical healing. When we pray for healing, we must trust our bodies to God's care. We must recognize that nothing separates us from his love and that our spiritual condition is always more important than our physical condition. Now, your probably wondering why I chose to write about this Bible verse. Well, the answer is the fact that I can relate to what this verse is saying because in the past, I've had a few "thorns in my side" so to speak. For example, My car was driving me nuts, so God told me to donate it, and that's exactly what I'm doing. Another example is my job situation, now that's a bit more difficult to figure out. I've been praying a lot lately about possibly a new direction for a career in my life, I'm praying that I end up finding a good, steady, full-time job, that has good money, good hours, good benefits, local, and something that I will enjoy doing, because at my current job, I no longer enjoy doing it. I want to do something better, but like I said before, I don't know where to go or what to do from here. So, I'm also praying for the Lord to redirect my thoughts and my path in life. Mainly on the job situation at hand. Everything else in my life is going pretty well, I hope that things in my life start to move along a little quicker. I feel like God might be preparing me for something more in my life, it's just a matter of time, and driving and whatnot.
In addition to the above paragraph, I feel as if I'm getting closer and closer to this new thing about to happen in my life. I don't exactly know what it is yet, but I'm sure that I'll figure out what exactly it is soon. However, I am noticing that my Church is slowly growing as well, that is definitely an amazing thing, we just need more people to come, so that it can grow faster. For months, even years, we've been praying for a revival to happen in that church. Our Pastor, told us that it takes about 3-5 years to grow, well, Christ the King Church has been in effect for about 3 years now, and surprise, it's actually happening! So, amen to that! You see, persistent prayer works, we just need to keep on keeping on,and it'll happen as sooner and as faster than we think. On a different subject, I've been praying for a couple of months now, for a certain someone to get a promotion at work, because he honestly deserves it. He's an incredibly hard worker, faithful, reliable,and sincere. So, nobody deserves it more than he does. So, I'm praying and hoping that all of this will come into play as soon as possible, because he also needs this, as much as I need a brand new career and path in life as well, know what I mean? I sure hope so. My prayer list keeps growing and growing as the days go on. So much so, that I don't even know where to start when it comes to praying at night before I go to sleep, and praying during the day before I go to work.
Sunday, May 13, 2012
What Would Jesus Do?
The other night while I was reading my devotional, these Bible verses had popped into my head, these were the exact opposite of what my devotional reading was supposed to be that night, but that's okay, because God always works in mysterious ways. He sometimes redirects what you actually want to say, it is called "divine intervention." But once again, that's okay, because I really don't mind, I appreciate when that happens to me. It's like, "wow, so that's what you want me to say." Anyway, here are the Bible verses that have popped into my head the other night: "For as the Father raiseth up the dead, and quickeneth them; Even so the Son quickeneth whom he will. For the Father judgeth no man, but hath committed all judgement unto the Son. that all men should honour the Son, even as they honour the Father. He that honoureth not the Father which hath sent him. Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that heareth my word, and believeth on him that sent me, hath everlasting life, and shall not come into condemnation; but is passed from death unto life. Verily, verily, I say unto you, The hour is coming, and now is, when the dead shall hear the voice of the Son of God: and they that hear shall live. For as the Father hath life in himself; so hath he given to the Son to have life in himself; and hath given him authority to execute judgement also, because he is the Son of man. Marvel not at this: for the hour is coming, in the which all that are in the graves shall hear his voice, and shall come forth; they that have done good, unto the resurrection of life; and they that have done evil, unto the resurrection of damnation. I can of mine own self do nothing: as I hear, I judge: and my judgement is just; because I seek not mine own will, but the will of the Father which hath sent me." ~John 5: 21-30.
I can imagine that your all asking yourselves, "what the heck does all this mean? I'm so confused." I've been there and done that, so I know how you all feel. In a minute, I'm going to explain to you all what these verses mean; "Because of his unity with God, Jesus lives as God wanted him to live. because of our identification with Jesus, we must honor him and live as he wants us to live. The question "what would Jesus do?" may help us make the right choices. "Everlasting life-living forever with God-begins when you accept Jesus Christ as Savior. At that moment, new life begins in you. It is a completed transaction. You still face physical death, but when Christ returns again, your body will be resurrected to live forever. In saying that the dead would hear his voice, Jesus was talking about the spiritually dead who hear, understand, and accept him. Those who accept God's Word will have eternal life. He was also talking about the physically dead. He raised several dead people while he was on earth, and at his Second Coming all the "dead in Christ" will rise to meet him. God is the source and Creator of life, for there is no life apart from God, here or hereafter. The life in us is a gift from him. Because Jesus is eternally existent with God, the Creator, he too is "the life" through whom we may live eternally. The old testament mentioned three signs of the coming Messiah. All power and dominion are give to him as the Son of man. The lame and sick are healed. The dead are raised to life. Those who have rebelled against Christ will be resurrected too, but to hear God's judgement against them and to be sentenced to eternity apart from him. There are those who wish to live well on earth, ignore God, and see death as final rest. Jesus does not allow unbelieving people to see death as the end of it all. There is a judgement to face."
I hope that me explaining what the above verses meant, helped you guys understand a little bit more what I am trying to tell you about judgement day. None of us know when the final judgement is going to happen, but I can tell you that it is soon, probably a lot sooner than we all think. So, we need to be prepared, he will come like a thief in the night, so be alert, and start changing your ways immediately! I know that I'd rather spend eternal life with the Lord, than with Satan and all his demons in eternal damnation, what would you all rather do? Go to hell where you'll all suffer eternally, or go to Heaven where there is no longer any suffering and pain. If you think that right now is terrible, it gets a lot worse when your in Hell. It's hot, full of fire, and snakes are eating away at you. In heaven, it gets a whole lot better, your with Jesus and your praising him, and your always happy, there's nothing eating away at you. I can just imagine that heaven is like a big party, how cool is that?!? It will be amazing beyond belief! So, what are you all waiting for, heaven or hell? The choice is yours, because I've already made mine. Honestly, I can't even describe to you how amazing heaven is, I'm speechless. In time, Jesus will show us what heaven is really like. I don't know about you guys, but I'm always wondering what heaven is like, I try to picture what it's like, but I just can't. It's just beyond words, and completely unbelievable. When you get to heaven, you'll be thinking to yourself, "wow, what an ugly world we used to live in, look at this place, it's amazing! Why did we wait so long to come to Jesus in the first place, because I really had no idea how amazing this place is!" Know what I mean? I bet that some of you do, and some of you don't. I think that I might have a basic idea of what it will be like up there, but I could also be very wrong. We really don't know what it's like until we get there. Like my dad always says, "we'll cross that bridge when we get to it?" I agree with him, because he's absolutely right!
We should be living our lives to the fullest down here on earth, because that's the way that Jesus wants us to live, because before you know it, it'll be taken away just as quickly. The lord gives, but he can also take away, so don't be greedy and be as joyful and as happy as possible. If someone or something that takes away all of this joy that you have, get rid of it, or them. We have to forgive our enemies, but just because we forgive our enemies doesn't mean that we have to keep them in our lives. The Lord knows and we know that we deserve much better than this. We are fearfully and wonderfully made, and of great value to the Lord and our Savior. He uses us to show others, that this life down here is only temporary, and that we don't need to live like we are currently living. It hurts him to see what we're going through and how we treat others, we need to start treating others like they are our family and love them unconditionally, just as as God loves us. So, we need to change the way that we treat ourselves and others, because it hurts not only you, but others around you as well. We are supposed to be God's light, and we need to shine it upon others, not shut the light out. Do you understand where I'm coming from? I sure hope so, because I know that the Lord does.
I've had more than my fair share of hurts, as I'm sure that you all have as well. You need to stop it, it won't get you anywhere, it'll just make things much worse. I'm sick and tired of seeing so many of us hurt, it's horrible, it just sucks. It needs to stop immediately! It's up to us to stop it, so stop, and pray. The Lord is always there and listening to you, just talk to him, let it all out on him, he will take care of it, because he loves us that much. He was the one who took all of our punishments upon himself on that cross, the debt has been paid, it is finished, Amen!?! I say Amen, and may God bless us all! To conclude this blog entry today, I just want to share with you all, what my thoughts were on the above Bible verses, I hope it helped and I hope that it touched some, if not all of your lives today, just as my life has been touched by the Lord, and by all of the people who are currently in my life. You all mean a great deal to me, I hope that you all feel the same about me, if not, then hey it's okay, I'm just here to honor the Lord, and show love to those who matter the most to me. Happy Mother's Day, to all of those who are out there! God bless!
~Emily
I can imagine that your all asking yourselves, "what the heck does all this mean? I'm so confused." I've been there and done that, so I know how you all feel. In a minute, I'm going to explain to you all what these verses mean; "Because of his unity with God, Jesus lives as God wanted him to live. because of our identification with Jesus, we must honor him and live as he wants us to live. The question "what would Jesus do?" may help us make the right choices. "Everlasting life-living forever with God-begins when you accept Jesus Christ as Savior. At that moment, new life begins in you. It is a completed transaction. You still face physical death, but when Christ returns again, your body will be resurrected to live forever. In saying that the dead would hear his voice, Jesus was talking about the spiritually dead who hear, understand, and accept him. Those who accept God's Word will have eternal life. He was also talking about the physically dead. He raised several dead people while he was on earth, and at his Second Coming all the "dead in Christ" will rise to meet him. God is the source and Creator of life, for there is no life apart from God, here or hereafter. The life in us is a gift from him. Because Jesus is eternally existent with God, the Creator, he too is "the life" through whom we may live eternally. The old testament mentioned three signs of the coming Messiah. All power and dominion are give to him as the Son of man. The lame and sick are healed. The dead are raised to life. Those who have rebelled against Christ will be resurrected too, but to hear God's judgement against them and to be sentenced to eternity apart from him. There are those who wish to live well on earth, ignore God, and see death as final rest. Jesus does not allow unbelieving people to see death as the end of it all. There is a judgement to face."
I hope that me explaining what the above verses meant, helped you guys understand a little bit more what I am trying to tell you about judgement day. None of us know when the final judgement is going to happen, but I can tell you that it is soon, probably a lot sooner than we all think. So, we need to be prepared, he will come like a thief in the night, so be alert, and start changing your ways immediately! I know that I'd rather spend eternal life with the Lord, than with Satan and all his demons in eternal damnation, what would you all rather do? Go to hell where you'll all suffer eternally, or go to Heaven where there is no longer any suffering and pain. If you think that right now is terrible, it gets a lot worse when your in Hell. It's hot, full of fire, and snakes are eating away at you. In heaven, it gets a whole lot better, your with Jesus and your praising him, and your always happy, there's nothing eating away at you. I can just imagine that heaven is like a big party, how cool is that?!? It will be amazing beyond belief! So, what are you all waiting for, heaven or hell? The choice is yours, because I've already made mine. Honestly, I can't even describe to you how amazing heaven is, I'm speechless. In time, Jesus will show us what heaven is really like. I don't know about you guys, but I'm always wondering what heaven is like, I try to picture what it's like, but I just can't. It's just beyond words, and completely unbelievable. When you get to heaven, you'll be thinking to yourself, "wow, what an ugly world we used to live in, look at this place, it's amazing! Why did we wait so long to come to Jesus in the first place, because I really had no idea how amazing this place is!" Know what I mean? I bet that some of you do, and some of you don't. I think that I might have a basic idea of what it will be like up there, but I could also be very wrong. We really don't know what it's like until we get there. Like my dad always says, "we'll cross that bridge when we get to it?" I agree with him, because he's absolutely right!
We should be living our lives to the fullest down here on earth, because that's the way that Jesus wants us to live, because before you know it, it'll be taken away just as quickly. The lord gives, but he can also take away, so don't be greedy and be as joyful and as happy as possible. If someone or something that takes away all of this joy that you have, get rid of it, or them. We have to forgive our enemies, but just because we forgive our enemies doesn't mean that we have to keep them in our lives. The Lord knows and we know that we deserve much better than this. We are fearfully and wonderfully made, and of great value to the Lord and our Savior. He uses us to show others, that this life down here is only temporary, and that we don't need to live like we are currently living. It hurts him to see what we're going through and how we treat others, we need to start treating others like they are our family and love them unconditionally, just as as God loves us. So, we need to change the way that we treat ourselves and others, because it hurts not only you, but others around you as well. We are supposed to be God's light, and we need to shine it upon others, not shut the light out. Do you understand where I'm coming from? I sure hope so, because I know that the Lord does.
I've had more than my fair share of hurts, as I'm sure that you all have as well. You need to stop it, it won't get you anywhere, it'll just make things much worse. I'm sick and tired of seeing so many of us hurt, it's horrible, it just sucks. It needs to stop immediately! It's up to us to stop it, so stop, and pray. The Lord is always there and listening to you, just talk to him, let it all out on him, he will take care of it, because he loves us that much. He was the one who took all of our punishments upon himself on that cross, the debt has been paid, it is finished, Amen!?! I say Amen, and may God bless us all! To conclude this blog entry today, I just want to share with you all, what my thoughts were on the above Bible verses, I hope it helped and I hope that it touched some, if not all of your lives today, just as my life has been touched by the Lord, and by all of the people who are currently in my life. You all mean a great deal to me, I hope that you all feel the same about me, if not, then hey it's okay, I'm just here to honor the Lord, and show love to those who matter the most to me. Happy Mother's Day, to all of those who are out there! God bless!
~Emily
Monday, April 30, 2012
Anger
Hey all,
~Emily P.
I know that it's been quite a while since I last updated my blog. I've just been busy and going through a lot of tough times. But anyway, here's the bible verse for tonight's blog: "Be ye angry, and sin not: let not the sun go down upon your wrath: neither give place to the devil." ~Ephesians 4:26-27. In other words, these verses are telling us this: "The Bible doesn't tell us that we shouldn't feel angry, but it points out that it is important to handle our anger properly. If vented thoughtlessly, anger can easily hurt others and destroy our relationships with those that are around us. If bottled up inside, it can cause us to become bitter and destroy us completely from within. Paul tells us to deal with our anger immediately in a way that builds relationships rather than destroying them. Are you angry with someone right now? What can you do to resolve your differences? Don't let the day end before you begin to work on mending your relationship." The reason why I chose these bible verses is because it's been on my mind for quite a few weeks now. In these few weeks, there has been a lot happening to make me angry. For example, a disgruntled boss whose miserable and wants to make you miserable to. It's as if this specific person never has anything good to say about you, it's always something negative. Once you screw up, they're all over your case, and it just makes me really quite angry, know what I mean? I'm a human, I'm not perfect, I make mistakes, just like the rest of us do. It's like lady, give me a break, I'm doing the best that I can with what I can. There's a lot of times where I wish that I could say something back, but I don't. I hold my tongue. I usually wait until I get home to vent about it. I feel like I've been so quiet for so long and I need to start speaking my mind, but the truth is, I'm not exactly sure how to go about doing that.
I know that I shouldn't get so angry so easily, but I do. Sometimes, I just can't help it. I am sick and tired of being a push over and not being able to stand up for what's right and for myself. The more I think about this, the more aggravated I get. In the Bible, God tells us to be slow to anger, and quick to react. I'm guilty of not being able to do that. I can only take so much, then I burst. A lot of the time, I don't think before I speak, and I end up hurting people around me, and ruining a relationship, that can take in this case, a year to gain, but for others, it takes several years to make a relationship happen and to be on good terms with that person or persons that are in this particular relationship. I am also guilty of holding everything in, and then letting it all out on this one person or persons after a huge amount of time that goes by. Sometimes, I hate being so introverted, but other times, I don't hate being introverted so much. In addition, also in the Bible, it says something about God cherishing those souls that are quiet, so it's kind of a difficult situation that I'm in. I'm sorry for talking all about myself here, but this is just the way I've been feeling lately. I should really be writing more about God and his creations, but I am a part of his many creations, so I guess that it's okay, to talk about myself just this once. I figure that I should write about it in here, rather than exploding on someone randomly because I've been holding all of this in for way too long. Understand what I mean here? I'm sure that you all do, and have been in similar situations like mine.
I guess that I just feel like if I don't say or write anything, it'll burst out of me like a monster, so it has to stop right here, right now. Honestly guys, I just wish that this disgruntled boss of mine would appreciate all of the good things that I do for them at this particular job in general. I have been at this current job for 2 and a half almost 3 years now, and it's starting to get really old, really fast. I'm probably one of the best associates that they have ever had working for this particular company. I feel like I need a new beginning, a new challenge in my life, but I'm not exactly sure what that will be, but God does. All I can really do is pray about it and ask God for his help with this sticky situation. God will answer me, and show me, it will probably just take a lot of time. It's all in God's time, not on my time. I trust him fully and I know that he will take care of me, and I know that he has a bigger plan for me, than I do for myself. In time, it will all be revealed to me. But until then, I'll have to pray, listen, and wait. A wise woman once said to me that we need to be patient and to listen to what God will be saying to us, whether it's good, bad, indifferent, or something better. I would like to close this blog entry with a quick prayer, can you all please pray these words with me? " Dear God, I know that I'm a sinner, and not perfect, I am guilty of not trusting you fully with all of my heart, I am only human, we all make mistakes, and are not perfect, please Lord, help us to be more like you with our minds, bodies, and souls. Help us to be better followers for you, better listeners to you, and for always being able to trust you with our whole hearts, because none of us can do this on our own, because apart from you, we are nothing. Thank you, Lord, I love you, Amen!"
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Wise Decisions
Hello all, it has been quite a while since I've updated my blog, I've just been busy and haven't really had any ideas for a blog entry, but lately God has been speaking to me about this certain blog entry, for quite a while now, I just needed to find a bible verse to go with the title of this blog, so last night I finally did. It is from the book of proverbs 6:1-5. This is what these verses are saying, "My son, if thou be surety for thy friend, if thou hast stricken thy hand with a stranger, thou art snared with thy words of thy mouth, thou art taken with the words of thy mouth. Do this now, my son, and deliver thyself, when thou art come into the hand of thy friend; go, humble thyself, and make sure thy friend. Give not sleep to thin eyes, nor slumber to thine eyelids. Deliver thyself as a roe from the hand of the hunter, and as a bird from the hand of the fowler."
In other words, these verses are not a plea against generosity, but is against overextending one's financial resources and acting very irresponsibly, in ways that could easily lead to poverty. It is important to maintain a balance between generosity and good stewardship. God wants us to help our friends and the needy, but he does not promise to cover the costs of every single unwise commitments we all make. It is equally important to act responsibly so that our families do not have to suffer for it.
The main reason why I chose this bible verse was because of God of course, but also because I know a few people who haven't exactly made wise decisions on how to live their lives the way that God wants them too. There's this one person in particular who, I love and care about very much, who chooses to keep going back to her bad past decisions. Every time I see or hear what she's going through, it's absolutely killing me, and I wish that there was more I could say or do to help her make better choices. I've brought her to church and I post bible verses online every night for her to read, with hopes that she'll start changing her way of life, because the Lord and I both know that she deserves so much better than all this. She is truly a genuine,fun, loving person to be around, she's also beautiful, and she needs to see and know that about herself. Anyway, there's also another person who I know that hasn't exactly made wise choices about his way of life either. To see what he's going through, it breaks my heart, because I know that he deserves so much more than this way of life. He is such a good person, great personality, easy to talk to, loving, and affectionate. He deserves to be with a girl who has those same qualities as he does, but the truth is, a girl like that is very rare to find these days, because there are too many girls out there living their lives, hopelessly, and it really sucks and is so very sad. Because of these certain people, this world is very difficult to live in. They as well as the people that I mentioned above, really need to know how to slow down and to stop and think about what they're doing with themselves. They are basically destroying their lives, and that is not a good thing at all whatsoever, so they need to change immediately as well.
The sooner that these people change, the better off they'll all be with their lives. It is so sad to see these people walking around in complete darkness, not knowing what God has to offer them. God has so much to offer all of us, there are just a certain few people who are stubborn as all heck and they won't let God into their lives. Why do you think that I'm so persistent in posting all of these facebook statuses with bible verses every single night, before I go to bed? The reason is because I am trying so hard to reach out to others about what God has to offer them, so that I can pull them in closer to the Lord, the sooner they come to the Lord, the better all of their lives will be. Know what I mean? I sure hope so. I know that I'm a Christian, and that I shouldn't get so mad so easily but I think that I have every right to be when I see what someone I love and care about so much is going through. It is literally a living hell, and none of them deserve to go through this living hell, I speak of. I know what it's like because as I've said a million times before, I have been there and it sucks, I wish that I had come to God sooner rather than later. When I think about it, my life could have been so much better back then, if I had just come to Him sooner, but thank God that I'm came to God, when I did, because my life is so much better now than it ever was before all of that crap that I went through back then! I deserved so much better, and so do you all! You just need to admit to God that you need help, and he will make your life so much better than it is right now. This is Christmas, Jesus is the reason for this season, wonderful things happen when all women and men trust God. Just surrender all of your problems to God, and trust him, he will take care of you fully. Open up your hearts, minds, bodies, and souls to Him, Nothing is impossible with God on your side.
Well, what are you waiting for? Just do it, let God come into your life, and see the many blessings and miracles that he has to show you. Stop being so stubborn, and just do it. Can I get an Amen?!? Thank you, Lord, for blessing me with way more than I deserve, and please forgive me if I don't love it enough, am I right? I think so. May God Bless you all and Have a good night, Amen! Praise the Lord!
In other words, these verses are not a plea against generosity, but is against overextending one's financial resources and acting very irresponsibly, in ways that could easily lead to poverty. It is important to maintain a balance between generosity and good stewardship. God wants us to help our friends and the needy, but he does not promise to cover the costs of every single unwise commitments we all make. It is equally important to act responsibly so that our families do not have to suffer for it.
The main reason why I chose this bible verse was because of God of course, but also because I know a few people who haven't exactly made wise decisions on how to live their lives the way that God wants them too. There's this one person in particular who, I love and care about very much, who chooses to keep going back to her bad past decisions. Every time I see or hear what she's going through, it's absolutely killing me, and I wish that there was more I could say or do to help her make better choices. I've brought her to church and I post bible verses online every night for her to read, with hopes that she'll start changing her way of life, because the Lord and I both know that she deserves so much better than all this. She is truly a genuine,fun, loving person to be around, she's also beautiful, and she needs to see and know that about herself. Anyway, there's also another person who I know that hasn't exactly made wise choices about his way of life either. To see what he's going through, it breaks my heart, because I know that he deserves so much more than this way of life. He is such a good person, great personality, easy to talk to, loving, and affectionate. He deserves to be with a girl who has those same qualities as he does, but the truth is, a girl like that is very rare to find these days, because there are too many girls out there living their lives, hopelessly, and it really sucks and is so very sad. Because of these certain people, this world is very difficult to live in. They as well as the people that I mentioned above, really need to know how to slow down and to stop and think about what they're doing with themselves. They are basically destroying their lives, and that is not a good thing at all whatsoever, so they need to change immediately as well.
The sooner that these people change, the better off they'll all be with their lives. It is so sad to see these people walking around in complete darkness, not knowing what God has to offer them. God has so much to offer all of us, there are just a certain few people who are stubborn as all heck and they won't let God into their lives. Why do you think that I'm so persistent in posting all of these facebook statuses with bible verses every single night, before I go to bed? The reason is because I am trying so hard to reach out to others about what God has to offer them, so that I can pull them in closer to the Lord, the sooner they come to the Lord, the better all of their lives will be. Know what I mean? I sure hope so. I know that I'm a Christian, and that I shouldn't get so mad so easily but I think that I have every right to be when I see what someone I love and care about so much is going through. It is literally a living hell, and none of them deserve to go through this living hell, I speak of. I know what it's like because as I've said a million times before, I have been there and it sucks, I wish that I had come to God sooner rather than later. When I think about it, my life could have been so much better back then, if I had just come to Him sooner, but thank God that I'm came to God, when I did, because my life is so much better now than it ever was before all of that crap that I went through back then! I deserved so much better, and so do you all! You just need to admit to God that you need help, and he will make your life so much better than it is right now. This is Christmas, Jesus is the reason for this season, wonderful things happen when all women and men trust God. Just surrender all of your problems to God, and trust him, he will take care of you fully. Open up your hearts, minds, bodies, and souls to Him, Nothing is impossible with God on your side.
Well, what are you waiting for? Just do it, let God come into your life, and see the many blessings and miracles that he has to show you. Stop being so stubborn, and just do it. Can I get an Amen?!? Thank you, Lord, for blessing me with way more than I deserve, and please forgive me if I don't love it enough, am I right? I think so. May God Bless you all and Have a good night, Amen! Praise the Lord!
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
Suffering and Separation
Hi all, I know that it's been quite a while since I've updated this blog, I've just been busy and going through some life changes, all are good changes of course. Anyway, I was just reading Matthew 26:39, and this verse really spoke to me and made me think of my life and how good it really is. The verse says this: "And he went a little farther, and fell on his face, and prayed, saying, O my Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me: nevertheless not as I will, but as thou wilt." In other words, this bible verse means that Jesus was not rebelling against his father's will when he asked that the cup of suffering and separation be taken away. In fact, he reaffirmed his desire to do God's will by saying, "Nevertheless not as I will, but as thou wilt." His prayer reveals to us his terrible suffering. His agony was way worse than death as he paid for all sin by being completely separated from God. The sinless son of God took our sins upon himself to save us from suffering and separation. Now, I completely agree with the above statement, because I know how true it is, and how much it hurts, because I've been there and done that, and wasn't fun at all whatsoever. That's when I learned how to be thankful and content for what I have, even though it might not be much, but like I always say, every little bit counts, right? Right.
In times of suffering people sometimes wish that they knew what the future will hold, or they wish that they could just understand what the actual reason is for anguish and suffering. I've felt like that many many times before, sometimes I still wonder what the reason is and what my future will hold. Anyway, back to the explanation of the above bible verse, Jesus knew what lied ahead of him, and he knew the exact reason why he went through what he went through. Even so, his struggle was very intense-more wrenching than any struggle we will ever have to face. What does it take to be able to say "thy will be done?" It takes full trust in God's plans, prayer, and obedience in every step you take to be shown the right way. Know what I mean? God has a plan for each one of us, just put your full trust in him and literally, "Thy will be done!" Ask and you shall receive, just as long as you ask God for what it really is that you want or need. This bible verse reminds me of a very good friend of mine who was just recently in a pretty bad accident, and who is now very limited to what he can do. I know that it's awful for me to say, but I honestly think that this is a blessing in disguise, because it's God's way of saying to him, "slow down, wake up, come to me, and I will change your life radically." I wasn't exactly in any bad accident, but the way I used to be was my wake up call to slow down and to come to him, and letting him take over my life. As soon as I gave full control to God, my life really did and will continue to change radically. I'm the happiest that I've ever been in pretty much my entire life. God is good all the time, all the time God is good, so Amen to that! Now, this leads me to my next bible verse, which is Ephesians 5:20: "giving thanks always for all things unto God and the father in the name of our Lord, Jesus Christ."
In other words, it means that when you feel down, you may find it really difficult to give thanks to him. Take heart-God works all things out for good if we love him and are fitting into his plans, not our plans, his plans. Thank God, not for your problems but for the strength that he is building in you through the difficult experiences of your life. You can be sure that God's perfect love will see you through everything no matter what happens. I 100% agree with that statement, I wrote about above. It's basically telling all of us that no matter how difficult things get, God will always be there for you, carrying you through all the good times and bad ones too. You need to learn how to be thankful and praise God that your still alive and that nothing else more serious has happened to you. That's what I did, and my life is so much better now that I've accepted Jesus, as my light and savior. He's not a crutch to lean on so to speak, he is the perfect example of how we all should be living our lives. We need to learn how to be more like Jesus, and the only way to learn that is for you to go to church, read the bible, pray, listen, and start living your life the way that God wants you to live your life, and not living your life the way that you want to live your life. You have to have a life similar to Jesus' life, before he ascended into heaven and now sits at the right hand of God, the father almighty. Yes, we're not perfect, but God doesn't expect any of us to be perfect, he just wants us to live our lives according to his plans, not ours. It's always on his time, not on our time. In a sense, we are perfect, because God made us in his image. God does work all things out for good, it just takes a lot of time, before he unveils the answers to us about our anguish, pain, suffering, and separation. All you need to do is hang in there, stay strong, stand firm, and let nothing or no one move you. Be like Jesus, act like Jesus, the sooner that you do, the better you'll feel and your life will be. You need to keep praying and listening, and do what God wants you to do. Amen?!?! Yes, Amen indeed! Thank you, Lord, I love you, Amen!
In times of suffering people sometimes wish that they knew what the future will hold, or they wish that they could just understand what the actual reason is for anguish and suffering. I've felt like that many many times before, sometimes I still wonder what the reason is and what my future will hold. Anyway, back to the explanation of the above bible verse, Jesus knew what lied ahead of him, and he knew the exact reason why he went through what he went through. Even so, his struggle was very intense-more wrenching than any struggle we will ever have to face. What does it take to be able to say "thy will be done?" It takes full trust in God's plans, prayer, and obedience in every step you take to be shown the right way. Know what I mean? God has a plan for each one of us, just put your full trust in him and literally, "Thy will be done!" Ask and you shall receive, just as long as you ask God for what it really is that you want or need. This bible verse reminds me of a very good friend of mine who was just recently in a pretty bad accident, and who is now very limited to what he can do. I know that it's awful for me to say, but I honestly think that this is a blessing in disguise, because it's God's way of saying to him, "slow down, wake up, come to me, and I will change your life radically." I wasn't exactly in any bad accident, but the way I used to be was my wake up call to slow down and to come to him, and letting him take over my life. As soon as I gave full control to God, my life really did and will continue to change radically. I'm the happiest that I've ever been in pretty much my entire life. God is good all the time, all the time God is good, so Amen to that! Now, this leads me to my next bible verse, which is Ephesians 5:20: "giving thanks always for all things unto God and the father in the name of our Lord, Jesus Christ."
In other words, it means that when you feel down, you may find it really difficult to give thanks to him. Take heart-God works all things out for good if we love him and are fitting into his plans, not our plans, his plans. Thank God, not for your problems but for the strength that he is building in you through the difficult experiences of your life. You can be sure that God's perfect love will see you through everything no matter what happens. I 100% agree with that statement, I wrote about above. It's basically telling all of us that no matter how difficult things get, God will always be there for you, carrying you through all the good times and bad ones too. You need to learn how to be thankful and praise God that your still alive and that nothing else more serious has happened to you. That's what I did, and my life is so much better now that I've accepted Jesus, as my light and savior. He's not a crutch to lean on so to speak, he is the perfect example of how we all should be living our lives. We need to learn how to be more like Jesus, and the only way to learn that is for you to go to church, read the bible, pray, listen, and start living your life the way that God wants you to live your life, and not living your life the way that you want to live your life. You have to have a life similar to Jesus' life, before he ascended into heaven and now sits at the right hand of God, the father almighty. Yes, we're not perfect, but God doesn't expect any of us to be perfect, he just wants us to live our lives according to his plans, not ours. It's always on his time, not on our time. In a sense, we are perfect, because God made us in his image. God does work all things out for good, it just takes a lot of time, before he unveils the answers to us about our anguish, pain, suffering, and separation. All you need to do is hang in there, stay strong, stand firm, and let nothing or no one move you. Be like Jesus, act like Jesus, the sooner that you do, the better you'll feel and your life will be. You need to keep praying and listening, and do what God wants you to do. Amen?!?! Yes, Amen indeed! Thank you, Lord, I love you, Amen!
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Lack of Faith
"Believe, ask God for a "mighty work" in your life, and expect him to act. Look with the eyes of faith." ~Matthew 13: 58. This bible verse occurred to me while I was reading my devotionals the other night and I decided to write my thoughts and reflections on it, so in here, I'd like to share with you all my thoughts and reflections on it. Here goes: "Lord, my thoughts and reflections on the above bible verse, is the fact that, I'm trying to believe, but it can be incredibly difficult sometimes, and sometimes I wish that I felt differently about certain things. Lord, I'm not perfect and never will be. All I can really do is to be a better and more improved version of myself, even though it's a major challenge a lot of the time. I'd really like to change that, but how can I change that,Lord? Honestly, Lord, I really have no idea on how to go about doing that, I really don't. I need your help, Lord, please help, thank you, Lord, I love you, amen!"
Jesus did few miracles in his hometown "because of their unbelief." Lack of faith blinds people to the truth and robs them of hope. These people missed the Messiah. How does your faith measure up? If you can't see God's work, perhaps it is because of your unbelief. Now, I couldn't agree more with that written statement because there was many times before where I was blinded by my disbelief and couldn't see or do what God wanted me to do back then, but then I came to God a few years later and my blinders were taken off and I could see almost everything, but still to this day, I feel like i'm still blinded by certain things. So, what I do is keep reading all of my devotionals and keep praying to God, so that I will no longer be blinded. I want to be able to see everything that God has planned for me, but sadly, I cannot. But then again, if God showed me everything that he has planned for me, then there would be absolutely no point in reading devotionals and talking to God about the devotionals and things in general.
Without God, none of this would be possible, and also without God, none of us would be here today talking about him and fighting for him with other Christians, and to reach out to those who aren't Christians yet, but can be as soon as possible. They all just need to stop being so stubborn and they need to let God come completely into all of their lives and give him all the control. The sooner that they give up all of their control, the better off they will all be,and they will no longer be blinded by all of their stupid disbelief about God. They need a serious reality check and they need to look and depend on God for every little thing that goes on in all of their lives, no matter how good or bad it might be. No matter how bad or difficult things might get, they need to rely on God and look at him with faithful eyes. It is just so sad to me, to see other people walking around here acting like they have no hope,and that they act as if there is no God. There are so many times where I have been so tempted to get out of the car and smack them upside the head to help make them realize that there's more to life than just walking around and feeling hopeless,and lonely. I've been there before and trust me, it wasn't fun. It was horrible!
There were so many days that I've woken up and said to myself, "man, this day is going to suck, God help me!" Know what I mean? Sometimes I still have days like that,and wish that I could stay in bed all day and sleep, but God wouldn't let me sleep, he wanted me to get up and out to preach the good news about God to all of the others who are feeling sad and hopeless, just like I once was. But God has changed my life for the better and I can only hope and pray that others lives will be touched and changed by God, like mine has been. Thank you,Lord, I love you, Amen! Goodnight and God bless all!
~Emily
Jesus did few miracles in his hometown "because of their unbelief." Lack of faith blinds people to the truth and robs them of hope. These people missed the Messiah. How does your faith measure up? If you can't see God's work, perhaps it is because of your unbelief. Now, I couldn't agree more with that written statement because there was many times before where I was blinded by my disbelief and couldn't see or do what God wanted me to do back then, but then I came to God a few years later and my blinders were taken off and I could see almost everything, but still to this day, I feel like i'm still blinded by certain things. So, what I do is keep reading all of my devotionals and keep praying to God, so that I will no longer be blinded. I want to be able to see everything that God has planned for me, but sadly, I cannot. But then again, if God showed me everything that he has planned for me, then there would be absolutely no point in reading devotionals and talking to God about the devotionals and things in general.
Without God, none of this would be possible, and also without God, none of us would be here today talking about him and fighting for him with other Christians, and to reach out to those who aren't Christians yet, but can be as soon as possible. They all just need to stop being so stubborn and they need to let God come completely into all of their lives and give him all the control. The sooner that they give up all of their control, the better off they will all be,and they will no longer be blinded by all of their stupid disbelief about God. They need a serious reality check and they need to look and depend on God for every little thing that goes on in all of their lives, no matter how good or bad it might be. No matter how bad or difficult things might get, they need to rely on God and look at him with faithful eyes. It is just so sad to me, to see other people walking around here acting like they have no hope,and that they act as if there is no God. There are so many times where I have been so tempted to get out of the car and smack them upside the head to help make them realize that there's more to life than just walking around and feeling hopeless,and lonely. I've been there before and trust me, it wasn't fun. It was horrible!
There were so many days that I've woken up and said to myself, "man, this day is going to suck, God help me!" Know what I mean? Sometimes I still have days like that,and wish that I could stay in bed all day and sleep, but God wouldn't let me sleep, he wanted me to get up and out to preach the good news about God to all of the others who are feeling sad and hopeless, just like I once was. But God has changed my life for the better and I can only hope and pray that others lives will be touched and changed by God, like mine has been. Thank you,Lord, I love you, Amen! Goodnight and God bless all!
~Emily
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